Have you ever read the parable of the talents? Matthew captures this moment of Jesus' teaching in chapter 25 vs. 14-30 of his book. Jesus is teaching about the kingdom of heaven and what it is like. Let's back up for a minute and look at the context of this parable. The disciples come to him and ask him about the destruction of the temple. They want to know when it will happen. They want to know what to expect and when to expect it. Jesus gives some description of what that day will be like, but he doesn't say when because even he doesn't know. "But concerning that day and hour no one knows, not even the angels of heaven, nor the Son, but the Father only" (24:36). Enter the parable of the talents.
Characters:
:: master ::
:: servant #1 ::
:: servant #2 ::
:: servant #3 ::
Plot:
The master summons his three servants, and according to their ability, he gives them a certain amount of talents. One talent is equivalent to 20 years wages. To put in it in today's perspective, that would be equivalent to about $800,000. To servant #1, he gives 5 talents. To servant #2, he gives 2 talents. And to servant #3, he gives 1 talent. The first two servants go away and multiply what they have been given by twice the amount. But the third servant goes and buries his talent in the ground, because he is afraid of his master. Later on, the master summons his servants to settle their accounts. To the first two servants, he replies, "Well done, my good and faithful servant. You have been faithful with a few things, I will put you in charge of many things; enter into the joy of your master". But to the third servant he says, "You wicked, lazy servant, you knew that I reap where I did not sow and gather where I scattered no seed. Then you ought to have put my money in the bank, and on my arrival I would have received interest. Therefore, take away the talent from him, and give it to the one who has the ten talents."
Wow. Oh to be the faithful servant with whom our master is well pleased. How scary it would be to be called wicked and lazy.
Over the weekend I went on a youth retreat to help lead worship. This passage was the theme. We all have entrustments. We all have something that the Lord has given us to use to glorify him and to spread his fame. The question is what is it? How can we use it? Here are the questions that we need to ask ourselves as believers in Christ... What is God entrusting me with? What am I doing with what I have been given? Am I multiplying it or am I burying it because I am afraid? I think that an entrustment can be almost anything. It doesn't have to be some special ability or talent. It can be whatever we have been given, that of which we simply use to bring God glory. It can be a talent, like playing a musical instrument, being good at sports, being creative, etc. But it can also be a relationship, or your personality, or anything really!
So once we identify what it is that we have been given, or what we have been entrusted with, we then have to ask ourselves, am I being faithful with it? So how do we know if we are being faithful with it or not? Here's where we can look at the different responses of the three servants to gain some insight. The first two servants don't have to say much because their faithfulness speaks for itself. The third servant, however, talks as if he wants to get as many verses in the Bible as he can. Why? Because he's giving excuses. He's defending himself. He says well master I thought you were a hard man and I was afraid so I buried my talent and I know that you reap what you don't sow and gather where you don't spread seed (babbling on and on). When you're unfaithful, you'll automatically know because you'll start to defend yourself. You'll talk a lot, and make excuses. The truth of the matter is, when you're faithful, you don't have to say anything because your actions will speak for themselves.
Wickedness brings blame. Wisdom takes responsibility.
A fool makes excuses, and because of that, he'll never change.
When we are unfaithful with what we have been given, it will be given to the one who has been faithful. If we are not faithful, we will lose what has been entrusted to us. (vs. 28)
I ask myself in this moment, as the master comes, is the response in my heart no? Because if it is, then I will be condemned as lazy and wicked.
Am I governed by fear or guided by trust?
What size risks will I take for God?
Do I share the perspective of the faithful servants or the wicked servant who was distrustful of his master?
Does my love for Jesus make me want to act like him?
These questions are sobering. These questions contain truths that exist whether we want them to or not. I've realized that you're either the faithful servant, or the wicked servant. There is no neutral. You either multiply your entrustment, or you bury it.
To illustrate this point to the youth on this trip, the staff had a "ceremony" at the beginning of the retreat in which each student received a wooden coin. They were told that this coin was their entrustment. They were to keep it on them at all times as a reminder of the Lord and what he has given to them. At the end of the retreat, a second ceremony was held, in which the students were invited to come up to the front and receive a special golden coin if they had their wooden coins with them. Basically, if they were faithful and kept up with their wooden coin, they would be rewarded with this awesome $6 coin that was designed specifically for this retreat. I watched from the stage as I strummed my guitar and participated in worship. I watched kids go to the left and receive their golden coin, and then receive smiles, hugs, and congratulations from the leaders because they were faithful servants. The master's response to them was well done my good and faithful servant. But I also watched several of the students who had either lost their coin, didn't care about it, or didn't bother to bring it as they walked to the other side of the room with looks of anger, sadness, and disappointment. Now this might seem silly, but it was a powerful moment for them. Because they were condemned by the master. They didn't get to enter into the joy of their master, and they didn't get told well done. They didn't get hugs and congratulations. They had to watch their friends participate in joy while they stood quietly on the other side. Later in the evening, Peter talked about the grace of God and invited those who didn't get golden coins to come receive one. So then I got to observe the "lazy unfaithfuls" participate in the joyous moment. Monday morning we got to hear some of the kids give their testimonies of what the Lord taught them over the weekend. I think the ones who forgot their wooden coins learned the most. They talked about how they felt so angry and disappointed with themselves. "All I had to do was keep up with a silly wooden coin, and I couldn't even do that." "I threw it on my bed and didn't even think about it." They said when they ended up receiving the golden coin, they didn't even feel like they deserved it. It's cool how powerful this illustration was for them. I think most of them really learned what it means to be faithful with what you have been given. And to those who are faithful with little, will be given even more.
One girl talked about how she was trying to figure out what her entrustment was. Then she realized it was her awkward personality. She said, "I knew I was awkward, but I didn't know He could use it."
Here are some other things that these teenagers said in front of the entire youth group and staff:
"You're never too young to mentor."
Wisdom isn't just for old people."
"God answers prayers in three ways: yes, not yet, or I have something better."
"I never felt anything before, I didn't understand "God". I didn't understand why everyone stands with their hands in the air saying Jesuuuss. But last night, when I didn't have my coin, I finally felt something. And when I got my golden coin, I finally understood what God was like. He forgives you."
"If we bury our entrustment, then we'll be even worse off than before we received it."
"Each step is a new adventure."
"Entrustment brings excitement."
"Say yes to the Lord."
It's important to understand that God entrusts us with things. He gives us things to use to impact his kingdom. And in turn, we must be faithful with what we have been given. Because ultimately, the most important thing in life is to glorify the Lord and make his name known. We can talk to strangers and maybe give them a small dose of the joy that we receive from our master. We can encourage people going through hard times. We can relate to someone by using some small piece of knowedge we have about a tv show, and then maybe that relationship will grow, and we can eventually talk to them about the Lord and how he's changed our life. We can play sports with people who are caught up in a worldly lifestyle, and maybe reach out to them. We can share our life story with someone. We can share our struggles and the difficult things that we have endured. We can be awkward. We can be serious. We can be silly. We can be whatever the Lord has given us to make an impact on someone's life.
Lord, I want to be the faithful servant. I dont' want to be wicked. I don't want to be lazy. I don't want to bury this moment, or any other. I don't want to bury what you have given me. Help me to recognize what you have entrusted to me. What I have is yours. I will not be afraid. I will trust you. I will enter into the joy of my master!
Tuesday, January 17, 2012
Tuesday, November 29, 2011
Jess vs. the shower
Do you ever have those times when you're completely overwhelmed with the brokenness of this world? I'm never one to like Debbie Downers so that's not my goal here. But I'll be completely transparent with you. Last night, I had one of those nights. I thought to myself, we are all trapped. We are all stuck in something. I don't care who you are, how blessed you've been, or how good of a person you are, we are all stuck! ... As I was thinking these thoughts my heart began to get real heavy and then I began to cry because I was so overwhelmed with helplessness. Some of us are stuck because someone we used to love never chose us. Some of us are stuck because we struggle to be happy. Some of us are stuck in sexual sin. Some of us are stuck because of generational sin. Some of us are stuck because our families are broken. Some of us are stuck because we feel betrayed by God. Some of us are stuck because we don't feel God with us. All of us get stuck at some point, and we need a way out. We need the chains to break free of us so we can truly live. We need joy.
In my overwhelmed pitiful state I opened my Bible, because I knew that this was the only thing powerful enough to break me out of the state I was in. I turned to Psalm 23 because you can always count on good ole David to have been in a similar state at some point in his life.
"The Lord is my Shepherd; I shall not want.
He makes me lie down in green pastures.
He leads me beside still waters.
He restores my soul.
He leads me in paths of righteousness
for his name's sake.
Even though I walk through the valley
of the shadow of death,
I will fear no evil,
for you are with me;
your rod and your staff,
they comfort me."
Shepherds know their sheep. They know what each of their sheep needs. Every single one. A shepherd provides for his sheep to the point where we shall not want! Translation: we lack nothing. We have everything that we need because our shepherd is watching over us. Not only is God our provider, but he restores our soul. When I reached this point in the passage, the weight on my heart began to lift, not all at once, but slowly, gently. He restores my soul.
Restore: to bring back into existence; to reestablish to a former state of health, soundness, or vigor.
The word renew also comes to mind. Restore. Replenish. Revive. This is what the good shepherd does for us. But notice that he only does this for one reason... to bring glory to his name.
John Piper said, "God's quest to be glorified and our quest to be satisfied reach their goal in his one experience: our delight in God, which overflows with praise."
As humans in a broken world, we are constantly seeking to be satisfied in life. To be happy, to feel like we have a purpose. To feel joy. We chase after many things in this world to try to achieve this state of eternal happiness, and some of us will go to any length to get it. But it doesn't matter what you do or who you are, there is still only way to have joy. And that's through Jesus Christ. It's through following the Shepherd and allowing his Spirit to dwell inside of you. It's through forsaking all the worldly things and ideas that lead us away from God and away from giving Him the glory.
Matthew 13:44 says, "The kingdom of heaven is like treasure hidden in a field, which a man found and covered up. Then in his joy he goes and sells all that he has and buys that field." That's some serious devotion. For some serious joy.
I think that the Lord wants us to be joyful. Because I think He wants us to bring Him glory. Remember, the two go hand in hand. John Piper also said, "If God were not infinitely devoted to the preservation, display, and enjoyment of His own glory, we could have no hope of finding happiness in Him."
Psalm 16:11 says, "You make known to me the paths of life; in your presence there is fullness of joy; at your right hand are pleasures forevermore."
And there are many more verses in the Bible that talk about joy.
So what does joy look like? What does it mean? How does it manifest itself? Well, joy results in praise. When we irrevocably have joy in our heavenly Father we can not help but praise Him. Joy can not be contained for very long, it must burst forth and create new waves of influence. That's not to say that joy has to be fleeting, here for a second and gone the next. Actually, joy is contagious and replicating. Joy isn't just a production, it's a reproduction.
I'm giving a lot of shout outs to John Piper today, but I think he makes some good points about the relationship between our joy and God's glory. Here's something else he says...
"The most obvious fact about praise- whether of God or anything- strangely escaped me. I thought of it in terms of compliment, approval, or the giving of honor. I had never noticed that all enjoyment spontaneously overflows into praise unless shyness or the fear of boring others is deliberately brought in to check it... We praise what we enjoy because the delight is incomplete until is is expressed in praise... So if God loves us enough to make our joy full, He must not only give us Himself; He must also win from us the praise of our hearts- not because He needs to shore up some weakness in Himself or compensate for some deficiency, but because He loves us and seeks the fullness of our joy that can be found only in knowing and praising Him, the most magnificent of all Beings. If He is truly for us, He must be for himself!"
Daang. Ok so what John is saying is this; if we want to have complete joy in God, then we must praise him. It's ok to enjoy God. It's ok to delight in Him. It's more than ok. It's a good thing! But a part of this is praising Him.
It's interesting because believe it or not, I did not plan this blog today at all. I did not plan on feeling like I was in a pit with the rest of mankind last night and I also did not plan on what happened this morning in the shower.
Now remember the context here. Heavy heart, overwhelming sadness for humankind. Trapped. Stuck. Then I open my Bible and read Psalm 23. And I pray. I pray for release from the chains that hold me down. For the chains that hold down the people that I love. I pray for freedom. I pray for joy. And finally after the tears and prayers have fully escaped me, I go to sleep. Fast forward to the morning. Before class I decided to download some new music by Bethel Live and Jesus Culture. There's this one song called Glorious by John and Katie Torwalt that is AWESOME. I put it on while I was in the shower. And all of a sudden, I am overcome with pure joy. At the risk of some chuckles and lapses in my reputation I will digress into what happened next.
I started dancing. In the shower. Alone. I sing along with my laptop as it plays the melody that has managed to move my soul. To move my mind. To move my heart. And yes, even my body. I have a brief moment of fear that I will fall and severely injure myself but it is fleeting and I just keep on dancing and singing. I just keep praising. Because I felt joy. And the praise led to more joy. And the joy led to more praise. Again, joy produces and it reproduces. And I know, in that moment, that nothing in this world can bring me more joy than my heavenly Father. Only my shepherd can bring me such joy. Only my shepherd can restore my soul.
No pit is too deep for your heavenly Father. No chains too strong. No sin too dark for his light.
Going back to the last part of Psalm 23 above...
In my overwhelmed pitiful state I opened my Bible, because I knew that this was the only thing powerful enough to break me out of the state I was in. I turned to Psalm 23 because you can always count on good ole David to have been in a similar state at some point in his life.
"The Lord is my Shepherd; I shall not want.
He makes me lie down in green pastures.
He leads me beside still waters.
He restores my soul.
He leads me in paths of righteousness
for his name's sake.
Even though I walk through the valley
of the shadow of death,
I will fear no evil,
for you are with me;
your rod and your staff,
they comfort me."
Shepherds know their sheep. They know what each of their sheep needs. Every single one. A shepherd provides for his sheep to the point where we shall not want! Translation: we lack nothing. We have everything that we need because our shepherd is watching over us. Not only is God our provider, but he restores our soul. When I reached this point in the passage, the weight on my heart began to lift, not all at once, but slowly, gently. He restores my soul.
Restore: to bring back into existence; to reestablish to a former state of health, soundness, or vigor.
The word renew also comes to mind. Restore. Replenish. Revive. This is what the good shepherd does for us. But notice that he only does this for one reason... to bring glory to his name.
John Piper said, "God's quest to be glorified and our quest to be satisfied reach their goal in his one experience: our delight in God, which overflows with praise."
As humans in a broken world, we are constantly seeking to be satisfied in life. To be happy, to feel like we have a purpose. To feel joy. We chase after many things in this world to try to achieve this state of eternal happiness, and some of us will go to any length to get it. But it doesn't matter what you do or who you are, there is still only way to have joy. And that's through Jesus Christ. It's through following the Shepherd and allowing his Spirit to dwell inside of you. It's through forsaking all the worldly things and ideas that lead us away from God and away from giving Him the glory.
Matthew 13:44 says, "The kingdom of heaven is like treasure hidden in a field, which a man found and covered up. Then in his joy he goes and sells all that he has and buys that field." That's some serious devotion. For some serious joy.
I think that the Lord wants us to be joyful. Because I think He wants us to bring Him glory. Remember, the two go hand in hand. John Piper also said, "If God were not infinitely devoted to the preservation, display, and enjoyment of His own glory, we could have no hope of finding happiness in Him."
Psalm 16:11 says, "You make known to me the paths of life; in your presence there is fullness of joy; at your right hand are pleasures forevermore."
And there are many more verses in the Bible that talk about joy.
So what does joy look like? What does it mean? How does it manifest itself? Well, joy results in praise. When we irrevocably have joy in our heavenly Father we can not help but praise Him. Joy can not be contained for very long, it must burst forth and create new waves of influence. That's not to say that joy has to be fleeting, here for a second and gone the next. Actually, joy is contagious and replicating. Joy isn't just a production, it's a reproduction.
I'm giving a lot of shout outs to John Piper today, but I think he makes some good points about the relationship between our joy and God's glory. Here's something else he says...
"The most obvious fact about praise- whether of God or anything- strangely escaped me. I thought of it in terms of compliment, approval, or the giving of honor. I had never noticed that all enjoyment spontaneously overflows into praise unless shyness or the fear of boring others is deliberately brought in to check it... We praise what we enjoy because the delight is incomplete until is is expressed in praise... So if God loves us enough to make our joy full, He must not only give us Himself; He must also win from us the praise of our hearts- not because He needs to shore up some weakness in Himself or compensate for some deficiency, but because He loves us and seeks the fullness of our joy that can be found only in knowing and praising Him, the most magnificent of all Beings. If He is truly for us, He must be for himself!"
Daang. Ok so what John is saying is this; if we want to have complete joy in God, then we must praise him. It's ok to enjoy God. It's ok to delight in Him. It's more than ok. It's a good thing! But a part of this is praising Him.
It's interesting because believe it or not, I did not plan this blog today at all. I did not plan on feeling like I was in a pit with the rest of mankind last night and I also did not plan on what happened this morning in the shower.
Now remember the context here. Heavy heart, overwhelming sadness for humankind. Trapped. Stuck. Then I open my Bible and read Psalm 23. And I pray. I pray for release from the chains that hold me down. For the chains that hold down the people that I love. I pray for freedom. I pray for joy. And finally after the tears and prayers have fully escaped me, I go to sleep. Fast forward to the morning. Before class I decided to download some new music by Bethel Live and Jesus Culture. There's this one song called Glorious by John and Katie Torwalt that is AWESOME. I put it on while I was in the shower. And all of a sudden, I am overcome with pure joy. At the risk of some chuckles and lapses in my reputation I will digress into what happened next.
I started dancing. In the shower. Alone. I sing along with my laptop as it plays the melody that has managed to move my soul. To move my mind. To move my heart. And yes, even my body. I have a brief moment of fear that I will fall and severely injure myself but it is fleeting and I just keep on dancing and singing. I just keep praising. Because I felt joy. And the praise led to more joy. And the joy led to more praise. Again, joy produces and it reproduces. And I know, in that moment, that nothing in this world can bring me more joy than my heavenly Father. Only my shepherd can bring me such joy. Only my shepherd can restore my soul.
No pit is too deep for your heavenly Father. No chains too strong. No sin too dark for his light.
Going back to the last part of Psalm 23 above...
Even though I walk through the valley
of the shadow of death,
I will fear no evil,
for you are with me;
your rod and your staff,
they comfort me."
We all have pits. We all have dark places. We all have struggles. We all feel stuck sometimes. But even though we walk through the valley of the shadow of death, we declare that we will fear no evil, for our God is with us. Our shepherd is with us always. Watching over us. Seeing us. Knowing us. Comforting us.
In Him is the fullness of joy. So whatever you're dealing with, whatever is chaining you down, whatever weight is on your soul, pray for joy. But most importantly remember: PRAISE HIM. Dance naked in your shower. Sing at the top of your lungs. David did this too as I recall, just not in his shower. At any moment Stephen could have come in and exposed me in my moment of pure joy. Yes he is my husband but I still would have been embarassed. I will try not to be so embarrassed about my joy. Joy is so good. And there's only one way to get it.
Tuesday, November 8, 2011
Jess vs. Mt. Rainier
Lately, the Lord has been teaching me a lot of things about what it means to truly be a follower of Christ. It's both challenging and exciting. Let me back up a bit and tell you a little about myself and what God has done in my life.
I am blessed to have grown up in a Christian home with loving Godly parents who taught me about my heavenly Father. I grew up going to church and practically living at church because at least one of my parents has always been on staff in some capacity. I learned right and wrong very early and like most children, saw the world in a very black and white way. But then I got older and the black and white seemed to run together and turn into gray. I began to realize that life is hard. It's messy. Bad things happen in the world. People have struggles. That, of course, begged the question, why? Why do bad things happen? Why do people suffer? Why do things go not the way we want them to sometimes? Well I don't claim to have all the answers to these questions but I do think I have somewhere to start. It's rather simple, really. Bad things happen because we live in a fallen world. When Adam and Eve ate from the tree of knowledge of good and evil, everything changed. Sin entered the world and everything changed. Their hearts changed. Their purpose changed. And their world changed. We still live in a broken world, and it goes back to that day in the garden when Eve listened to the voice of the enemy and tried to be like God. She tried to take control. This was never meant to be. And because of that one act, I am sinful. I am broken. Just like you.
I have not always realized how sinful I am. Like I said, I grew up in a Christian home and in the church. I knew about God and I was a "good person". I always hated getting into trouble and I never wanted to be in the wrong. You see, the thing about being a good person is we can easily convince ourselves that we are not really sinful. We can convince ourselves that we are good, but we are not. It wasn't until college when I truly realized just how sinful I am. I mean, I really felt it. I felt dirty, broken, useless, helpless, and overwhelmed. I was overwhelmed with just how much I needed someone to literally save me from my sinfulness. We are all born as a morally evil being. Now I know this sounds so awful that it almost can't be true, but it is. When we come into this world, we are dead in our sin. We need someone who can take us from death to life! Without Christ and the regeneration that the Holy Spirit brings to our lives, we are enslaved to sin. Now some of us might be doing drugs, or struggle with drinking, or we're living in sexual sin, etc.... but others of us are just going through the motions. Both are equally sinful. God says that he spits the lukewarm out of his mouth. The point is, no matter what we struggle with, we need the power of God in our lives, working daily to transform us and to renew us.
This is my testimony in a bottom line... God brought me out of death and into life. Life that is so rich, satisfying, and powerful that nothing else can compare. Being a good person does not have saving power. But the name of God has saving power. He will take you out of whatever pit you are in and bring you into marvelous life. A lot of times it is easy to feel like we don't have a testimony if we don't have this huge story that blows peoples minds and signs book deals. But here's the thing: every story is huge because the fact that we were dead in our sin, literally on a track that was heading for eternal death, where we were living on this earth apart from God and moving to being alive in Christ, with the assurance of one day being in heaven praising our God forever, and living with God right here and right now on this earth is incredible! THAT IS HUGE. Believe it.
Here's the thing though... if we want this transforming power in our lives, this abundant life, then we must let it take over every aspect of our lives. Knowing ABOUT God is not enough. We must KNOW God. Tonight I went to this event on campus where Louie Giglio spoke and Kristian Stanfill and Christy Nockels led worship. It was an amazing time. Louie talked about the difference between information and revelation. In other words, the difference between knowing about God and actually knowing him. He gave this example...
In college I took this geography class and on the first day of lab we took out all these topographical maps. While everyone else was cussing and complaining about having to study maps, I was secretly really excited. He said that he loves maps, and to this day has a world atlas next to his bed that he reads at night. Ha. He owned up to being an oober nerd. Anyways, they were studying Mt. Rainier, which is in Washington. When it came time to take the test, he said that he was disappointed because the test didn't ask him enough about Mt. Rainier, so he wrote on the back... things that I know about Mt. Rainier that you didn't put on the test... and then he proceeded to write tons of extra information on the back of the test. True story. He ended up getting a 118 on his geography test and becoming an expert on Mt. Rainier. Fast forward to the summer and he goes on this camping trip with a buddy all across North America. One of the places they went to was Mt. Rainier. After they got to the top of the mountain, which is 5,000 ft. above sea level, they got out of their car and started walking through a meadow where the snow was just melting even though it was July. Then, right before Louie was going to give his presentation on Mt. Rainier to his friend, he said he started sobbing. Not like a few tears falling on your face crying, but sobbing. He said he couldn't stop sobbing and he didn't know what happened. So he just went back to the car and drove back down the mountain to the campsite. The next night when they stopped at a new campsite, he was lying in the tent asking God what had happened to him and why he just broke down like that. He said he felt like God told him that he was teaching him something... He was teaching him the difference between knowing information about something and actually experiencing something and knowing it. So powerful.
He shared this story because he was trying to help us see something. Just knowing about God is not enough. The worst thing to think is that we are fine. Psalm 34 says to taste and see that the Lord is good! We can only taste and see when we know Him. God must give us revelation and open our eyes to see how sinful we are, but how adequate He is. No matter what your struggle is, whether you see it as something big or something small, the Lord can deliver you from it. The Lord wants to let his Spirit rest on you, to let his joy rest on you, and to let his peace rest on you. We must trust that the blood of Jesus Christ covers our brokenness and our sinfulness. We must believe that the Holy Spirit can do a work in our lives and transform our hearts. If you want to step out of death and into life, there is only one way to do it!
Father, we pray to you, in the name of your Son, and in the dependency on the Holy Spirit. Break into our lives and renew us. Release the chains of sin. Break off the shackles of shame. Release us from the things that keep pulling us back into sin. We need you and the life that you desire to give to us. Real, powerful, everlasting life. We desire to walk with you daily. Teach us your ways oh Lord, that we might know you more. Help us to see that knowing you is the most important thing. And from there, we are commanded to share this truth with others. This is what you delight in Lord. May we, as your servants, hear your voice and obey.
The good Word:
"But when the goodness and lovingkindness of God our Savior appeared, he saved us, not because of works done by us in righteousness, but according to his own mercy, by the washing of regeneration and renewal of the Holy Spirit, whom he poured out on us richly through Jesus Christ our Savior, so that being justified by his grace we might become heirs according to the hope of eternal life."- Titus 3:5
"We know that our old self was crucified with him in order that the body of sin might be brought to nothing, so that we would no longer be enslaved to sin. For the one who has died has been set free from sin."- Romans 6:6-7
"Death is swallowed up in victory. Oh death where is your victory? Oh death, where is your sting? The sting of death is sin, and the power of sin is the law. But thanks be to God, who gives us the victory through our Lord Jesus Christ. Therefore, my beloved brothers, be steadfast, immovable, always abounding in the work of the Lord, knowing that in the Lord your labor is not in vain."- 1 Corinthians 15: 55-58
"Therefore if anyone is in Christ, he is a new creation. The old has passed away; behold, the new has come."- 2 Corinthians 5:17
"But he said to me, "My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness." Therefore I will boast all the more gladly of my weaknesses, so that the power of Christ may rest upon me."- 2 Corinthians 12:9
"For freedom Christ has set us free; stand firm therefore, and do not submit again to a yoke of slavery."- Galatians 5:1
I am blessed to have grown up in a Christian home with loving Godly parents who taught me about my heavenly Father. I grew up going to church and practically living at church because at least one of my parents has always been on staff in some capacity. I learned right and wrong very early and like most children, saw the world in a very black and white way. But then I got older and the black and white seemed to run together and turn into gray. I began to realize that life is hard. It's messy. Bad things happen in the world. People have struggles. That, of course, begged the question, why? Why do bad things happen? Why do people suffer? Why do things go not the way we want them to sometimes? Well I don't claim to have all the answers to these questions but I do think I have somewhere to start. It's rather simple, really. Bad things happen because we live in a fallen world. When Adam and Eve ate from the tree of knowledge of good and evil, everything changed. Sin entered the world and everything changed. Their hearts changed. Their purpose changed. And their world changed. We still live in a broken world, and it goes back to that day in the garden when Eve listened to the voice of the enemy and tried to be like God. She tried to take control. This was never meant to be. And because of that one act, I am sinful. I am broken. Just like you.
I have not always realized how sinful I am. Like I said, I grew up in a Christian home and in the church. I knew about God and I was a "good person". I always hated getting into trouble and I never wanted to be in the wrong. You see, the thing about being a good person is we can easily convince ourselves that we are not really sinful. We can convince ourselves that we are good, but we are not. It wasn't until college when I truly realized just how sinful I am. I mean, I really felt it. I felt dirty, broken, useless, helpless, and overwhelmed. I was overwhelmed with just how much I needed someone to literally save me from my sinfulness. We are all born as a morally evil being. Now I know this sounds so awful that it almost can't be true, but it is. When we come into this world, we are dead in our sin. We need someone who can take us from death to life! Without Christ and the regeneration that the Holy Spirit brings to our lives, we are enslaved to sin. Now some of us might be doing drugs, or struggle with drinking, or we're living in sexual sin, etc.... but others of us are just going through the motions. Both are equally sinful. God says that he spits the lukewarm out of his mouth. The point is, no matter what we struggle with, we need the power of God in our lives, working daily to transform us and to renew us.
This is my testimony in a bottom line... God brought me out of death and into life. Life that is so rich, satisfying, and powerful that nothing else can compare. Being a good person does not have saving power. But the name of God has saving power. He will take you out of whatever pit you are in and bring you into marvelous life. A lot of times it is easy to feel like we don't have a testimony if we don't have this huge story that blows peoples minds and signs book deals. But here's the thing: every story is huge because the fact that we were dead in our sin, literally on a track that was heading for eternal death, where we were living on this earth apart from God and moving to being alive in Christ, with the assurance of one day being in heaven praising our God forever, and living with God right here and right now on this earth is incredible! THAT IS HUGE. Believe it.
Here's the thing though... if we want this transforming power in our lives, this abundant life, then we must let it take over every aspect of our lives. Knowing ABOUT God is not enough. We must KNOW God. Tonight I went to this event on campus where Louie Giglio spoke and Kristian Stanfill and Christy Nockels led worship. It was an amazing time. Louie talked about the difference between information and revelation. In other words, the difference between knowing about God and actually knowing him. He gave this example...
In college I took this geography class and on the first day of lab we took out all these topographical maps. While everyone else was cussing and complaining about having to study maps, I was secretly really excited. He said that he loves maps, and to this day has a world atlas next to his bed that he reads at night. Ha. He owned up to being an oober nerd. Anyways, they were studying Mt. Rainier, which is in Washington. When it came time to take the test, he said that he was disappointed because the test didn't ask him enough about Mt. Rainier, so he wrote on the back... things that I know about Mt. Rainier that you didn't put on the test... and then he proceeded to write tons of extra information on the back of the test. True story. He ended up getting a 118 on his geography test and becoming an expert on Mt. Rainier. Fast forward to the summer and he goes on this camping trip with a buddy all across North America. One of the places they went to was Mt. Rainier. After they got to the top of the mountain, which is 5,000 ft. above sea level, they got out of their car and started walking through a meadow where the snow was just melting even though it was July. Then, right before Louie was going to give his presentation on Mt. Rainier to his friend, he said he started sobbing. Not like a few tears falling on your face crying, but sobbing. He said he couldn't stop sobbing and he didn't know what happened. So he just went back to the car and drove back down the mountain to the campsite. The next night when they stopped at a new campsite, he was lying in the tent asking God what had happened to him and why he just broke down like that. He said he felt like God told him that he was teaching him something... He was teaching him the difference between knowing information about something and actually experiencing something and knowing it. So powerful.
He shared this story because he was trying to help us see something. Just knowing about God is not enough. The worst thing to think is that we are fine. Psalm 34 says to taste and see that the Lord is good! We can only taste and see when we know Him. God must give us revelation and open our eyes to see how sinful we are, but how adequate He is. No matter what your struggle is, whether you see it as something big or something small, the Lord can deliver you from it. The Lord wants to let his Spirit rest on you, to let his joy rest on you, and to let his peace rest on you. We must trust that the blood of Jesus Christ covers our brokenness and our sinfulness. We must believe that the Holy Spirit can do a work in our lives and transform our hearts. If you want to step out of death and into life, there is only one way to do it!
Father, we pray to you, in the name of your Son, and in the dependency on the Holy Spirit. Break into our lives and renew us. Release the chains of sin. Break off the shackles of shame. Release us from the things that keep pulling us back into sin. We need you and the life that you desire to give to us. Real, powerful, everlasting life. We desire to walk with you daily. Teach us your ways oh Lord, that we might know you more. Help us to see that knowing you is the most important thing. And from there, we are commanded to share this truth with others. This is what you delight in Lord. May we, as your servants, hear your voice and obey.
The good Word:
"But when the goodness and lovingkindness of God our Savior appeared, he saved us, not because of works done by us in righteousness, but according to his own mercy, by the washing of regeneration and renewal of the Holy Spirit, whom he poured out on us richly through Jesus Christ our Savior, so that being justified by his grace we might become heirs according to the hope of eternal life."- Titus 3:5
"We know that our old self was crucified with him in order that the body of sin might be brought to nothing, so that we would no longer be enslaved to sin. For the one who has died has been set free from sin."- Romans 6:6-7
"Death is swallowed up in victory. Oh death where is your victory? Oh death, where is your sting? The sting of death is sin, and the power of sin is the law. But thanks be to God, who gives us the victory through our Lord Jesus Christ. Therefore, my beloved brothers, be steadfast, immovable, always abounding in the work of the Lord, knowing that in the Lord your labor is not in vain."- 1 Corinthians 15: 55-58
"Therefore if anyone is in Christ, he is a new creation. The old has passed away; behold, the new has come."- 2 Corinthians 5:17
"But he said to me, "My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness." Therefore I will boast all the more gladly of my weaknesses, so that the power of Christ may rest upon me."- 2 Corinthians 12:9
"For freedom Christ has set us free; stand firm therefore, and do not submit again to a yoke of slavery."- Galatians 5:1
Monday, October 31, 2011
Jess vs. the American church
What if the Jesus we often see in the American church is nothing like the Jesus in the Bible? What if we dumb down Christianity and make God's grace and His love about us and our own glory, and not His glory?
I am at a place in my life where I am reevaluating my life and how I spend my time. Am I spending my time glorifying the Lord? Am I spending my time sharing the good news of the Gospel? Am I spending my time advancing the kingdom? Because if I'm not, then I have to ask myself, what am I doing with my life? Literally. If my life is not spent to advance the kingdom of God, then what is the point? It is not enough to just be a good person and go to church. It is not enough to say I believe in Jesus and then not listen to EVERYTHING He says. This makes sense doesn't it? Jesus says to make disciples of all nations. But only if your called. No. That's not what the verse says. Jesus says make disciples of all nations. Period. This isn't an optional "calling" that is for some of us, but not for the rest of us. It is for ALL of us.
Jesus said to give to the needy, but don't let anyone else see you do it. (Matthew 6:1-4)
Jesus said not to lay up for ourselves treasures on earth, but treasures in heaven, where moth and rust do not destroy. For where your treasure is there your heart will be also (Matt. 6:19-21)
Jesus said judge not, lest you be judged. (Matt. 7:1-2)
Jesus said ask and it will be given to you; seek and you will find; knock and it will be opened to you. (Matt. 7:7)
Jesus said that if we follow him we could be homeless. (Matt. 8:18-22)
Jesus said that we shouldn't worry about burying our own father, but should immediately follow him (Matt. 8:18-22)
Jesus said that we will face persecution. (Matt. 10: 16-23)
Jesus said that whoever loves his father and mother more than Him is not worthy of Him. (Matt. 10:37)
Jesus said that whoever does not take up his cross and follow Him is not worthy of Him (Matt. 10:38)
Jesus said that we can come to him, all who labor and are heavy laden, and He will give us rest (Matt. 11:28)
Jesus said that on the day of judgment people will give account for every careless word they speak, for by your words you will be justified, and by your words you will be condemned. (Matt. 12:36)
Jesus said to the rich man, go and sell all your possessions because he knew that he was tied to the wealth he had. (Matt. 19:20)
Jesus said that many are called, but few are chosen. (Matt. 22:14)
Jesus said that the Pharisees, who were concerned with following every inch of the law and then some, were hypocrites. Because they were more worried about what the outward appearance looks like, rather than they were about the condition of their hearts. (Matt. 23:25)
Jesus said that whatever we do to help the naked, the poor, the hungry, the thirsty, or a stranger, that we are helping Jesus himself. (Matt. 25:40)
Just to give a little more background on the Pharisees...
There were around 6,000 in Israel in Jesus' day. Their biggest sphere of influence was in the synagogues, where they taught their rules and regulations. Pharisees were exclusivists, who separated themselves from people of certain occupations in order to keep themselves clean. They didn't go near the sick or the poor. They were legalists, worried more about the fine points and exact details of the law than anything else. They believed in both the written law (Torah) and the oral law, which was passed down through the generations and was in direct disobedience to God who said not to add or take anything away from his Word. Bottom line is this: they missed the heart of Christ.
So do we, today, miss the heart of Christ? Are we similar to these Pharisees whom Jesus so strongly rebuked? Seriously, read the Gospels more, Jesus was not a fan.
I think of Matthew 7:21-23 which says, "Not everyone who says to me, 'Lord, Lord', will enter the kingdom of heaven, but the one who does the will of the Father who is in heaven. On that day many will say to me, 'Lord, Lord, did we not prophesy in your name, and cast out demons in your name, and do many mighty works in your name?' And then I will declare to them, 'I never knew you; depart from me, you workers of lawlessness.'
That's terrifying. I don't know about you but I don't want to think I'm going to heaven and then stand before the Lord and have him say to me, depart from me, for I never knew you. We must know our Father, our creator. We must KNOW him. We must be in a relationship with him. We must spend time in his word and get to know Him. And we must do what He says to do. We must love him with all our hearts and love our neighbors as ourselves.
Some of the things that Jesus said are nice. We like them. We like to believe that he will give us rest. But we do not like to think about the fact that that rest doesn't exactly necessarily mean physical rest on a comfortable bed with a roof over our heads. We do not like to think about selling our possessions, because we worked hard for them. We earned them. We can not give them up. But we can. We're supposed to. Jesus makes it clear that following him is not easy. It is counter cultural. But it is the greatest thing we will ever do in our lives. We were created in his image, and we were created to make his image known. We were created to enjoy his grace and make his glory known... to the nations.
We sit in our comfortable chairs or pews in our multimillion dollar church buildings and we listen to "good pastors" and "good music". We worship a shiny Jesus who fits quite nicely into our American culture. But what if that's not the real Jesus? What if we are actually worshipping some glorified version of ourselves, instead of worshipping the One who truly deserves the glory. We can not make Jesus into our image, we have to realize that we are made in His. And in his Father's. And in the Holy Spirit's.
I am not saying that churches in America are bad. I am simply wondering if we need to redirect our attention to the Biblical Jesus, instead of the American church Jesus. I want to advance the kingdom of God, and I want to be a part of it. I want to bring God glory, because He is so worthy. I am not. I know that I would be shackled by sin if it weren't for God's grace. Doing what He says is the least I can do.
So here is my challenge to myself and to you. Don't settle for a Jesus that allows you to be comfortable. Because following Jesus isn't comfortable. It isn't easy, and it isn't glamorous. But it's the best thing you'll ever do with your life. He will always lead you through, so do not fear. For the Bible also says that God has not given us a spirit of fear, but a spirit of power, love, and a sound mind (2 Timothy 1:7).
Thursday, October 27, 2011
Jess vs. the unknown
I believe that God speaks to us in many different ways. He speaks in the storm and in the calm. He speaks in shouts and in whispers. Sometimes he gives us a green light. Sometimes he gives us yellow light, and sometimes he gives us a red light. We need only listen. I also think that God speaks to us with his peace. If you are earnestly seeking God's wisdom and will, then you better believe that if you are in the wrong place, God will not let you be at peace with it. Sometimes it's not that we are even living in sin, it's just that we aren't quite where God wants us to be. We aren't quite going in the direction that the Lord wants us to go. Picture a circle with two rings encompassing one another (kind of like a target). The inner circle is the center of God's will. The outer circle is not living in sin, but not quite being completely surrendered to God. And if you're outside the circle entirely, it's because you've chosen to live in sin, in constant disobedience to the Lord. This image helps me to understand this concept a little better.
Father let me recognize your gentle hand of correction. Let me see when it's your hand in my life. I believe that you delight in helping your children. I desire to be at the center of your will. I desire to be right where you created me to be.
I am a senior in college, with many decisions ahead of me. Sometimes I am overwhelmed with these decisions. I am overwhelmed with all of the possibilities for Stephen and I. Where will we go after we graduate? Where will he work? Will I go to seminary? Will I take online courses? When does the Lord want us to start a family? Does he want us to serve in the mission field for any length of time? Sheesh. I know, so much uncertainty. I thought I was sure, but now I feel a shift. I made a commitment to the Lord, and to myself, that I would always keep my plans and dreams on the table, so that the Lord could use me in whichever way he wants. The thing about telling God that is you have to be ready for him to change your dreams. To change your plans. To change your heart and create a shift in you, to stir up new passions and ideas.
Don't be afraid to let God change your plans. Don't be afraid to let him lead you into the unknown. He will make it known. He will show you things about himself and yourself. I am talking to myself too of course. Ha. I know that the Lord knows his plans for me. He made them before I even came into existence. In Jeremiah 29:11 God is telling all the exiles that he sent from Jerusalem into Babylon that he will fulfill his promise to them and will bring them back to Jerusalem. That's when he says,
"For I know the plans I have for you declares the Lord, plans for welfare and not for evil, to give you a future and a hope."
A lot of people are familiar with this verse and they quote it a lot but the verses that follow are pretty awesome too.
"Then you will call upon me and come and pray to me, and I will hear you. You will seek me and find me, when you seek me with all your heart. I will be found by you..."
When we seek the Lord with all our heart, we will find Him. And in the context of our future and our plans, our hopes and our dreams, He is there to be found.
Another thing. If you feel the Lord calling to do something or to go somewhere know this: He will provide a way. He will equip you, and most likely he already has been equipping you. He likes to connect dots that we never really saw as connecting. But He sees them. He sees how they connect. You never know how He's going to use what you know to serve Him.
There's freedom in letting go. God is breaking off fear of the future. God has something good in store for our lives. Let's believe it!
Sometimes though, we have to wait. We have to wait patiently for the Lord to show us things. Of course, we want God to do things in our own timing, but that is just not how it works. So it's silly for us to get upset at Him when he doesn't answer when we want and how we want Him to. In that passage in Jeremiah 29, vs. 10 says that the people have to wait 70 years for God to fulfill his promise to them. 70 years! I think most of us in today's world would give up after 70 hours. That is convicting. No matter how long the Lord wants us to wait, we must continue to seek Him with all of our heart. We must continually seek Him. If we ask Him to reveal himself to us, He will. I know because I've been there. I've felt so far away from God, and I've felt that God was so far away from me. I've asked him to reveal himself to me, and He did. But He didn't do it right away. So don't be discouraged in the waiting. Just keep seeking.
Bethany Dillon has this song that she wrote and it goes like this... "You can do more in my waiting and I can do in my doing." We have to learn how to let the Lord do more in our waiting than we can do in our doing. Even if it goes against our nature.
So if you feel God putting something on your heart, seek that out. See what He's trying to do in your life. Allow him to create shifts in your thinking and in your passions. Don't fear the future, for the Lord knows the plans that He has for you. And it's a good plan. Listen to His voice. Allow Him to speak to you in different ways. Listen.
Lord, give us ears to hear and a heart unafraid of the unknown. Amen.
Father let me recognize your gentle hand of correction. Let me see when it's your hand in my life. I believe that you delight in helping your children. I desire to be at the center of your will. I desire to be right where you created me to be.
I am a senior in college, with many decisions ahead of me. Sometimes I am overwhelmed with these decisions. I am overwhelmed with all of the possibilities for Stephen and I. Where will we go after we graduate? Where will he work? Will I go to seminary? Will I take online courses? When does the Lord want us to start a family? Does he want us to serve in the mission field for any length of time? Sheesh. I know, so much uncertainty. I thought I was sure, but now I feel a shift. I made a commitment to the Lord, and to myself, that I would always keep my plans and dreams on the table, so that the Lord could use me in whichever way he wants. The thing about telling God that is you have to be ready for him to change your dreams. To change your plans. To change your heart and create a shift in you, to stir up new passions and ideas.
Don't be afraid to let God change your plans. Don't be afraid to let him lead you into the unknown. He will make it known. He will show you things about himself and yourself. I am talking to myself too of course. Ha. I know that the Lord knows his plans for me. He made them before I even came into existence. In Jeremiah 29:11 God is telling all the exiles that he sent from Jerusalem into Babylon that he will fulfill his promise to them and will bring them back to Jerusalem. That's when he says,
"For I know the plans I have for you declares the Lord, plans for welfare and not for evil, to give you a future and a hope."
A lot of people are familiar with this verse and they quote it a lot but the verses that follow are pretty awesome too.
"Then you will call upon me and come and pray to me, and I will hear you. You will seek me and find me, when you seek me with all your heart. I will be found by you..."
When we seek the Lord with all our heart, we will find Him. And in the context of our future and our plans, our hopes and our dreams, He is there to be found.
Another thing. If you feel the Lord calling to do something or to go somewhere know this: He will provide a way. He will equip you, and most likely he already has been equipping you. He likes to connect dots that we never really saw as connecting. But He sees them. He sees how they connect. You never know how He's going to use what you know to serve Him.
There's freedom in letting go. God is breaking off fear of the future. God has something good in store for our lives. Let's believe it!
Sometimes though, we have to wait. We have to wait patiently for the Lord to show us things. Of course, we want God to do things in our own timing, but that is just not how it works. So it's silly for us to get upset at Him when he doesn't answer when we want and how we want Him to. In that passage in Jeremiah 29, vs. 10 says that the people have to wait 70 years for God to fulfill his promise to them. 70 years! I think most of us in today's world would give up after 70 hours. That is convicting. No matter how long the Lord wants us to wait, we must continue to seek Him with all of our heart. We must continually seek Him. If we ask Him to reveal himself to us, He will. I know because I've been there. I've felt so far away from God, and I've felt that God was so far away from me. I've asked him to reveal himself to me, and He did. But He didn't do it right away. So don't be discouraged in the waiting. Just keep seeking.
Bethany Dillon has this song that she wrote and it goes like this... "You can do more in my waiting and I can do in my doing." We have to learn how to let the Lord do more in our waiting than we can do in our doing. Even if it goes against our nature.
So if you feel God putting something on your heart, seek that out. See what He's trying to do in your life. Allow him to create shifts in your thinking and in your passions. Don't fear the future, for the Lord knows the plans that He has for you. And it's a good plan. Listen to His voice. Allow Him to speak to you in different ways. Listen.
Lord, give us ears to hear and a heart unafraid of the unknown. Amen.
Sunday, October 23, 2011
Jess vs. the one hour church
So I know our culture, and even our church culture, tells us that church is only supposed to last an hour, maaaaybe an hour and a half if you've got really really important things to say. I'm not saying that all churches like this are bad and that you can't get anything out of them. But I happen to like going to our church in Auburn for two hours. Today was one of those mornings where I would have been perfectly content if it went for another thirty minutes. It was that good. It was that encouraging. It was that personal. Today was membership Sunday and Stephen and I joined Campus Church. They had a brief amount of time where they had their ministry team pray for all the new members. The guy who prayed for me encouraged me saying, the Lord wants to be your comforter. He wants to wrap you up in his arms and lead you through the unknowns of life. Don't be afraid or anxious in those times, where things are unknown, but trust Him to lead you through them. I don't think that this was just an encouraging word for me, but can be an encouraging word for anyone. We all go through times in our lives where we face the unknown and we are afraid. Afraid to step into something we've never done before. Afraid to trust anyone besides ourselves. The thing is, we have a loving God who wants to lead us through the unknown. He wants to make it known. Through his power. Through his faithfulness. Not through our own strength.
During worship, we sang many awesome and powerful songs, one of which was How He Loves Us. Such a good song. And as the band softly played the music to the song, one of the worship leaders started to speak to the entire congregation saying that she felt like the Lord wanted us to receive his love this morning. A lot of times we feel like we have to earn it, but we don't. The Lord freely gives it to us, and more importantly, He delights in giving it to us. Her words, not mine! I laughed because if you've read my previous post you know that I talked about how hard it is for us to accept God's grace sometimes because we feel like we have to earn it or work for it. I also wrote about the new name of the blog, which means His Delight is in Her. The Lord delights in us and he delights to show us his love!
So I wanted to share that with whoever reads this because I know God likes to do that for us. He puts something on our heart and then he affirms it through someone else or something else and then in that moment we know that our God loves us. That he took the time to show us that he knows us, he accepts us, and he's right here with us, along for the ride of our lives. God is good!
After church, a few of us went out to lunch. We talked for a couple hours about lots of things. About life, ministry, the Lord... We talked about our college ministry and what it takes to keep it alive and keep it growing. We also talked about what people our age are looking for. From God, from church, from Christianity and from Christians.
I have a few thoughts on why people my age aren't going to church. Many church leaders are trying to figure out how to get people in their 20's to come to church, and more importantly, how to keep them there. I worked as a youth director's assistant at a small Methodist church in Madison, Al this past summer. I remember being in one of the staff meetings and they were talking about their vision. They were examining different areas of their church and what their strengths and weaknesses were. Then they started talking about why there is a hole in the age group from about 18-30. They just aren't in the church. Then they turned to me, seeing as I fall into that age group and they asked me what I thought...
I think there are several reasons why people in my generation have stopped going to church. But I think that there are a few fundamental reasons that can easily be pinpointed. I also think there are certain characteristics of this age group that make us different than the generations older than us.
What do we want from church? Bottom line is this: we want genuineness. We don't want gimmicks and shallow versions of scripture. We don't want cliches or hypocrisy. We want something real. We want something deeper. We are at a point in our life where we are trying to identify our purpose in this world and we want to make a difference. We want to do something with our lives that is full of meaning. We do not want to settle, we want to grow. We want to be challenged. We want something bigger than ourselves. We do not want to simply "do religion". We want something more. If that's not an option, then some of us will simply walk away. Because we don't want to be a part of something that says it is something that it's not. We want genuineness.
You see, young people are in a constant season of discovery. We are in a state of flux, if you will. It's dynamic, not static. Young people want genuineness, and within that genuineness, we want something real to grab a hold of us and get our attention. Otherwise, we're not afraid to "buck the system". A system can be described as a structure or framework that is designed to help us with our understanding of an idea or an execution of a goal. Our ideas and goals are of course, intertwined. These systems are often put in place and then that becomes the "only way". The only way to do something, just because it's how it's been done in the past. But we must learn to utilize and set up a system of freedom, freedom within the structure. Freedom to adapt and to embrace creative and critical thinking. I think that older generations are more set in their ways. In a general sense, they have usually been doing whatever they've been doing for a long time and they like it that way. They don't like change, they are more static. I realize of course, that this does not apply to all older individuals. I am speaking, however, in a more general sense about generational differences. Young people are discovering, where as older people have already gone through this discovery process and are now in the "settled in" phase. If we are going to be set in our ways, let us at least be set in the right ways. Let's flip religion on its head, like Jesus did, and do more than religion. BE more than religion. Let's get into the Word of God and make it real to our lives. Let's BE the church instead of going to church. Let's practice what we preach. Let's love people instead of judge people. That's what we want. Something genuine.
Many of us have been hurt by the church and that's why we don't go back. We've been judged or we've seen others be judged. And here we thought that the church was supposed to be the one place that doesn't judge other people for their sins. Isn't the church supposed to be a place where we are all sinners? Not a place where there is an implicit caste system of sinners and "bigger sinners", and those who don't truly admit that they even are sinners. Church isn't just for the "good people", it's for the broken people, for the ones who know that they can't make it without the grace of their heavenly Father. It's for the people who need other believers in their lives to help them get through their struggles. Look at the people Jesus hang out with. They were poor. They were outcasts. They were sick. They were widows. They were orphans. They were sinners. We are all sinners. And yet Christ has redeemed us. There is redemption in Christ Jesus who desires to "hang out with you" and restore the broken places in your life.
This is what we want. My generation wants to read the Bible and then see the same things happening in the church. We will not settle for anything less. We will not settle for hypocrisy. No one is perfect. Not even the most Godly of Christians. So yes, we must realize this. Our generation desires righteously, but we also have responsibility. A responsibility to see that we, too, must show grace and forgiveness when we are hurt by the church.
I am about to start reading a book called You Lost Me: Why Young Christians Are Leaving Church... And Rethinking Faith. I haven't started reading it yet so we'll see what it has to say. I'm sure I'll share at some point. But what I've shared is just a few thoughts that I've had before on this topic.
Lord, please show us what you originally designed "church" to be like. Whether we're young or old, let us approach church with fresh eyes, seeing what it is that you want us to see within the body of Christ. Help us to go deeper. To dive in and to cast vision to others so that they can dive into the deeper waters as well. Help us to use our gifts to impact the kingdom. Help us to be kingdom minded in all that we do. Amen.
During worship, we sang many awesome and powerful songs, one of which was How He Loves Us. Such a good song. And as the band softly played the music to the song, one of the worship leaders started to speak to the entire congregation saying that she felt like the Lord wanted us to receive his love this morning. A lot of times we feel like we have to earn it, but we don't. The Lord freely gives it to us, and more importantly, He delights in giving it to us. Her words, not mine! I laughed because if you've read my previous post you know that I talked about how hard it is for us to accept God's grace sometimes because we feel like we have to earn it or work for it. I also wrote about the new name of the blog, which means His Delight is in Her. The Lord delights in us and he delights to show us his love!
So I wanted to share that with whoever reads this because I know God likes to do that for us. He puts something on our heart and then he affirms it through someone else or something else and then in that moment we know that our God loves us. That he took the time to show us that he knows us, he accepts us, and he's right here with us, along for the ride of our lives. God is good!
After church, a few of us went out to lunch. We talked for a couple hours about lots of things. About life, ministry, the Lord... We talked about our college ministry and what it takes to keep it alive and keep it growing. We also talked about what people our age are looking for. From God, from church, from Christianity and from Christians.
I have a few thoughts on why people my age aren't going to church. Many church leaders are trying to figure out how to get people in their 20's to come to church, and more importantly, how to keep them there. I worked as a youth director's assistant at a small Methodist church in Madison, Al this past summer. I remember being in one of the staff meetings and they were talking about their vision. They were examining different areas of their church and what their strengths and weaknesses were. Then they started talking about why there is a hole in the age group from about 18-30. They just aren't in the church. Then they turned to me, seeing as I fall into that age group and they asked me what I thought...
I think there are several reasons why people in my generation have stopped going to church. But I think that there are a few fundamental reasons that can easily be pinpointed. I also think there are certain characteristics of this age group that make us different than the generations older than us.
What do we want from church? Bottom line is this: we want genuineness. We don't want gimmicks and shallow versions of scripture. We don't want cliches or hypocrisy. We want something real. We want something deeper. We are at a point in our life where we are trying to identify our purpose in this world and we want to make a difference. We want to do something with our lives that is full of meaning. We do not want to settle, we want to grow. We want to be challenged. We want something bigger than ourselves. We do not want to simply "do religion". We want something more. If that's not an option, then some of us will simply walk away. Because we don't want to be a part of something that says it is something that it's not. We want genuineness.
You see, young people are in a constant season of discovery. We are in a state of flux, if you will. It's dynamic, not static. Young people want genuineness, and within that genuineness, we want something real to grab a hold of us and get our attention. Otherwise, we're not afraid to "buck the system". A system can be described as a structure or framework that is designed to help us with our understanding of an idea or an execution of a goal. Our ideas and goals are of course, intertwined. These systems are often put in place and then that becomes the "only way". The only way to do something, just because it's how it's been done in the past. But we must learn to utilize and set up a system of freedom, freedom within the structure. Freedom to adapt and to embrace creative and critical thinking. I think that older generations are more set in their ways. In a general sense, they have usually been doing whatever they've been doing for a long time and they like it that way. They don't like change, they are more static. I realize of course, that this does not apply to all older individuals. I am speaking, however, in a more general sense about generational differences. Young people are discovering, where as older people have already gone through this discovery process and are now in the "settled in" phase. If we are going to be set in our ways, let us at least be set in the right ways. Let's flip religion on its head, like Jesus did, and do more than religion. BE more than religion. Let's get into the Word of God and make it real to our lives. Let's BE the church instead of going to church. Let's practice what we preach. Let's love people instead of judge people. That's what we want. Something genuine.
Many of us have been hurt by the church and that's why we don't go back. We've been judged or we've seen others be judged. And here we thought that the church was supposed to be the one place that doesn't judge other people for their sins. Isn't the church supposed to be a place where we are all sinners? Not a place where there is an implicit caste system of sinners and "bigger sinners", and those who don't truly admit that they even are sinners. Church isn't just for the "good people", it's for the broken people, for the ones who know that they can't make it without the grace of their heavenly Father. It's for the people who need other believers in their lives to help them get through their struggles. Look at the people Jesus hang out with. They were poor. They were outcasts. They were sick. They were widows. They were orphans. They were sinners. We are all sinners. And yet Christ has redeemed us. There is redemption in Christ Jesus who desires to "hang out with you" and restore the broken places in your life.
This is what we want. My generation wants to read the Bible and then see the same things happening in the church. We will not settle for anything less. We will not settle for hypocrisy. No one is perfect. Not even the most Godly of Christians. So yes, we must realize this. Our generation desires righteously, but we also have responsibility. A responsibility to see that we, too, must show grace and forgiveness when we are hurt by the church.
I am about to start reading a book called You Lost Me: Why Young Christians Are Leaving Church... And Rethinking Faith. I haven't started reading it yet so we'll see what it has to say. I'm sure I'll share at some point. But what I've shared is just a few thoughts that I've had before on this topic.
Lord, please show us what you originally designed "church" to be like. Whether we're young or old, let us approach church with fresh eyes, seeing what it is that you want us to see within the body of Christ. Help us to go deeper. To dive in and to cast vision to others so that they can dive into the deeper waters as well. Help us to use our gifts to impact the kingdom. Help us to be kingdom minded in all that we do. Amen.
Friday, October 21, 2011
Jess vs. Tim Tebow
So as I'm sure you've noticed, we've had a slight name change. Here's why. The other day I got this text message from my sister informing me that she tried to go to my blog but forgot to put the 15 at the end of darkbutlovely. Here's the thing. When you don't put the 15 on the end of darkbutlovely, it makes a big difference. You will find yourself at the blog of a sexual anorexic, and while I reserve my judgment, I don't wish for anyone to ever venture to that blog under any condition. So in an effort to thwart any accidental comings upon of this blog, I changed the name of mine to Hephzibah624. Now before you go saying things like, "What the heck is a hephzibah?", let me explain.
Hepzibah is Hebrew for My Delight is in Her (but don't worry guys, this isn't exclusive to women). It comes from Isaiah 62:4, where ironically, God gives Zion a new name. Check this out.
"For Zion's sake I will not keep silent, and for Jerusalem's sake I will not be quiet, until her righteousness goes forth as brightness, and her salvation as a burning torch. The nations shall see your righteousness, and all the kings your glory, and you shall be called by a new name that the mouth of the Lord will give. You shall be a crown of beauty in the hand of the Lord, and a royal diadem in the hand of your God. You shall no more be termed Forsaken, and your land shall no more be termed Desolate, but you shall be called My Delight is in Her, and your land married, for the Lord delights in you. For as a young man marries a young women, so shall your sons marry you, and as the bridegroom rejoices over the bride, so shall your God rejoice over you". -Isaiah 62:1-5
Let's explore this passage for a moment. For the sake of the redeemed people of God who dwell in Zion (another name for Jerusalem, God's holy city), God will glorify himself in the renewed and increased glory of his people. In other words, He is going to raise up his people for the sake of his glory. He gives his people a new name, declaring that He is the only one that defines their destiny. This is the Lord's city. It is where he dwells. He dwells among his people. The Lord delights in his people. He likes them! He delights in YOU. And then we get this beautiful picture of a bridegroom rejoicing over his bride. I can relate to this in a finite way because I just got married. I think of what a joyful day that was for me, to walk down the aisle with my earthly father at my side, walking toward my bridegroom, who had a big smile on his face while simultaneously trying not to bawl in front of 300+ people. It was a beautiful day; full of promises, laughter, anticipation, and excitement. And here God is saying he rejoices over us like that. What an even bigger picture full of His promises and his delight in us, his creation. Thank you Lord.
I am sure you're wondering why my post is titled, Jess vs. Tim Tebow. Well, I want to share a story that will hopefully encourage you. I have this friend... we shall call her Tim Tebow. She called me the other day and we talked for awhile about life, and just some things that were on her heart concerning her relationship with the Lord. You see, Tim Tebow (remember... Tim the she, not the he) grew up in a very legalistic environment. An environment that is very common in our culture today. An environment that says, do good and you will be blessed, do bad and you will be punished. We talked about grace and how hard it is for her sometimes to accept it from God because it is free. And we are taught in our society to earn what we get. So how can we, as Christians in today's society, learn how to accept God's grace when it is free? On one hand we think, I love free stuff. Free stuff is great. On the other hand, we think, I don't feel worthy of this gift. What did I do to deserve it? What can I do to make up for it? What can I do? You see, many of us make it about doing. But is that what grace is about?
I remember being probably about 10 years old when I got my first true lesson on grace (that I can remember at least). And I'll never forget it. I am the oldest of four, and my sister, who is the second born in the family, used to really get on my nerves. Needless to say, we did not get along well when we were younger (by God's grace, we do now). She would do things to annoy me and she tattled on me and made me look like the big bad bossy older sister (which I probably was some of the time). Well one day, I decided to write down all the things that she did to wrong me that day so that when my mom got home, I could show her the list (I even had a bad memory back then and had to write stuff down). So I'm writing my list of trivial wrongdoings that my sister had done to me, and all of a sudden my mom walks into my room and asks me what I'm doing. I proceeded to tell her and that's when she talked to me about grace. That even though my sister might have hurt me or done something wrong to me, I needed to forgive her. Without a price. She didn't need to earn my grace, I just needed to learn how to give it to her. So I wadded up that piece of paper and threw it in the trash can, because that is grace. Grace is throwing away the piece of paper with all our sins, all our misgivings, and all our wrongdoings on it. Grace doesn't ask any questions and it doesn't ask us to earn it. It just simply gives freely.
God does the same thing for us. He knows every single sin (and he is actually justified in identifying those sins), and yet he offers his grace to us because he loves us. He delights in us. And more importantly, He likes to let us know that He delights in us. He speaks to us and teaches us new things. He blesses us and guides us. He is faithful to fulfill his promises. He shows us things that maybe we wouldn't normally see without Him. He allows people to come into our life that give us joy, and sometimes he allows us to go through hardships because He has something He wants us to learn. Now that is a good Father. Always looking out for our best interest, because He delights in us.
Back to Tim Tebow... God likes Tim Tebow. He delights in her. I know this because I have seen the Lord chase after Tim Tebow multiple times, as if to say, come back here, I want you to come to me! Like a father who has to chase his daughter who has wandered into the street alone, I have seen God chase Tim Tebow, both in a full out run and in subtle, gentle whispers. So Tim Tebow texted me on Wednesday to tell me she was going to church. And guess what the sermon was about? Grace. And how hard it is to accept grace because we are such a performance based culture and we feel like we have to earn it somehow. We think "do good be blessed, do bad, be cursed". If that's not God talking to Tim Tebow, I don't know what is! You see, we serve a loving God that desires to lavish his grace on us and to show us that we can do nothing to earn his grace. And we don't have to. That's why he sent his son to die on the cross for us! Jesus Christ did all the work. Now don't get me wrong, faith without works is dead... but James says this because he wants to point out that our faith should produce good works. It's not that our works earn us salvation.
No matter what season of life you're in, no matter where you're at with your relationship with the Lord, hear this. Our God delights in us. If we are stuck in the desert, he will lead us into the promiseland. If we are stuck in sin, he will deliver us from the chains that keep us there. No matter who you are, or what you've done, God is bigger than all of it. He is bigger than your sin. He is bigger than your inadequacy. He is bigger than your unfaithfulness. He can rescue you from the pit and bring you into new life. His grace is free. Receive it.
Delight in the Lord as he delights in you.
"For all have sinned and fall short of the glory of God, and are justified by his grace as a gift, through the redemption that is in Christ Jesus". -Romans 3:23-24
"But the free gift is not like the trespass. For if many died through one man's trespass, much more have the grace of God and the free gift by the grace of that one man Jesus Christ abounded for many." -Romans 5:15
My declarative statement for today is: Me and Tim Tebow are going to accept God's grace. :)
Hepzibah is Hebrew for My Delight is in Her (but don't worry guys, this isn't exclusive to women). It comes from Isaiah 62:4, where ironically, God gives Zion a new name. Check this out.
"For Zion's sake I will not keep silent, and for Jerusalem's sake I will not be quiet, until her righteousness goes forth as brightness, and her salvation as a burning torch. The nations shall see your righteousness, and all the kings your glory, and you shall be called by a new name that the mouth of the Lord will give. You shall be a crown of beauty in the hand of the Lord, and a royal diadem in the hand of your God. You shall no more be termed Forsaken, and your land shall no more be termed Desolate, but you shall be called My Delight is in Her, and your land married, for the Lord delights in you. For as a young man marries a young women, so shall your sons marry you, and as the bridegroom rejoices over the bride, so shall your God rejoice over you". -Isaiah 62:1-5
Let's explore this passage for a moment. For the sake of the redeemed people of God who dwell in Zion (another name for Jerusalem, God's holy city), God will glorify himself in the renewed and increased glory of his people. In other words, He is going to raise up his people for the sake of his glory. He gives his people a new name, declaring that He is the only one that defines their destiny. This is the Lord's city. It is where he dwells. He dwells among his people. The Lord delights in his people. He likes them! He delights in YOU. And then we get this beautiful picture of a bridegroom rejoicing over his bride. I can relate to this in a finite way because I just got married. I think of what a joyful day that was for me, to walk down the aisle with my earthly father at my side, walking toward my bridegroom, who had a big smile on his face while simultaneously trying not to bawl in front of 300+ people. It was a beautiful day; full of promises, laughter, anticipation, and excitement. And here God is saying he rejoices over us like that. What an even bigger picture full of His promises and his delight in us, his creation. Thank you Lord.
I am sure you're wondering why my post is titled, Jess vs. Tim Tebow. Well, I want to share a story that will hopefully encourage you. I have this friend... we shall call her Tim Tebow. She called me the other day and we talked for awhile about life, and just some things that were on her heart concerning her relationship with the Lord. You see, Tim Tebow (remember... Tim the she, not the he) grew up in a very legalistic environment. An environment that is very common in our culture today. An environment that says, do good and you will be blessed, do bad and you will be punished. We talked about grace and how hard it is for her sometimes to accept it from God because it is free. And we are taught in our society to earn what we get. So how can we, as Christians in today's society, learn how to accept God's grace when it is free? On one hand we think, I love free stuff. Free stuff is great. On the other hand, we think, I don't feel worthy of this gift. What did I do to deserve it? What can I do to make up for it? What can I do? You see, many of us make it about doing. But is that what grace is about?
I remember being probably about 10 years old when I got my first true lesson on grace (that I can remember at least). And I'll never forget it. I am the oldest of four, and my sister, who is the second born in the family, used to really get on my nerves. Needless to say, we did not get along well when we were younger (by God's grace, we do now). She would do things to annoy me and she tattled on me and made me look like the big bad bossy older sister (which I probably was some of the time). Well one day, I decided to write down all the things that she did to wrong me that day so that when my mom got home, I could show her the list (I even had a bad memory back then and had to write stuff down). So I'm writing my list of trivial wrongdoings that my sister had done to me, and all of a sudden my mom walks into my room and asks me what I'm doing. I proceeded to tell her and that's when she talked to me about grace. That even though my sister might have hurt me or done something wrong to me, I needed to forgive her. Without a price. She didn't need to earn my grace, I just needed to learn how to give it to her. So I wadded up that piece of paper and threw it in the trash can, because that is grace. Grace is throwing away the piece of paper with all our sins, all our misgivings, and all our wrongdoings on it. Grace doesn't ask any questions and it doesn't ask us to earn it. It just simply gives freely.
God does the same thing for us. He knows every single sin (and he is actually justified in identifying those sins), and yet he offers his grace to us because he loves us. He delights in us. And more importantly, He likes to let us know that He delights in us. He speaks to us and teaches us new things. He blesses us and guides us. He is faithful to fulfill his promises. He shows us things that maybe we wouldn't normally see without Him. He allows people to come into our life that give us joy, and sometimes he allows us to go through hardships because He has something He wants us to learn. Now that is a good Father. Always looking out for our best interest, because He delights in us.
Back to Tim Tebow... God likes Tim Tebow. He delights in her. I know this because I have seen the Lord chase after Tim Tebow multiple times, as if to say, come back here, I want you to come to me! Like a father who has to chase his daughter who has wandered into the street alone, I have seen God chase Tim Tebow, both in a full out run and in subtle, gentle whispers. So Tim Tebow texted me on Wednesday to tell me she was going to church. And guess what the sermon was about? Grace. And how hard it is to accept grace because we are such a performance based culture and we feel like we have to earn it somehow. We think "do good be blessed, do bad, be cursed". If that's not God talking to Tim Tebow, I don't know what is! You see, we serve a loving God that desires to lavish his grace on us and to show us that we can do nothing to earn his grace. And we don't have to. That's why he sent his son to die on the cross for us! Jesus Christ did all the work. Now don't get me wrong, faith without works is dead... but James says this because he wants to point out that our faith should produce good works. It's not that our works earn us salvation.
No matter what season of life you're in, no matter where you're at with your relationship with the Lord, hear this. Our God delights in us. If we are stuck in the desert, he will lead us into the promiseland. If we are stuck in sin, he will deliver us from the chains that keep us there. No matter who you are, or what you've done, God is bigger than all of it. He is bigger than your sin. He is bigger than your inadequacy. He is bigger than your unfaithfulness. He can rescue you from the pit and bring you into new life. His grace is free. Receive it.
Delight in the Lord as he delights in you.
"For all have sinned and fall short of the glory of God, and are justified by his grace as a gift, through the redemption that is in Christ Jesus". -Romans 3:23-24
"But the free gift is not like the trespass. For if many died through one man's trespass, much more have the grace of God and the free gift by the grace of that one man Jesus Christ abounded for many." -Romans 5:15
My declarative statement for today is: Me and Tim Tebow are going to accept God's grace. :)
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